Dys..... Dsylx.....Dyslexia a personal perspective, disability or gift?

I give you a list of eminent experts in their field; Winston Churchill, Leonardo Da Vinci, Mohammed Ali, Erin Brockovich, Alexander Graham Bell. What do they all have in common?  Apart from being famous, they are all known for having learning difficulties or dyslexia. I am happy to have this “disability” in common with these giants of Politics, Science, Sport and Activism. Yes disability in “inverted” comas.  Yes it is a disability but only in such as it puts those with learning difficulties to coin a legal phrase, “difficulties in carrying out normal day to day duties”.

 We could say this therefore includes adding, spelling, writing, reading, learning, remembering ….. and yes I have these difficulties, and have had these from a young age. At the age of 10 every Friday I used to skip (yes I did skip in those days) to “special classes” In my Primary school in Trafford park, Manchester. It was in a part of the building that others didn’t go. I always thought that was what they meant by “special”. On my way there I would always imagine I was going to a special spy school to be taught skills that others didn’t know. My imagination then and still now does sometime tend to run ahead of itself. There I would sit with other fellow special children and cut shapes and learn to try and form my letters following dot templates. Not very helpful in a international espionage situation I know. To be honest I didn’t know why I was there or what I was learning.

The next case of being special was in Secondary School a place called Lostock in Stretford. There too within the first year I was asked to stay behind after school to improve my handwriting following the same dots to create letters. After which we left Manchester and moved to Gloucester. The rest of my school life there was no mention of me being special. I did get marked down a lot and was usually in lower sets due to my work being unreadable. However one incident does come to mind. For a short period we had a student teacher for English when I was fifteen, having written a poem on war for homework, I was asked where I’d copied it from. I told the teacher that I had written he and he wouldn’t believe me.  I followed this up with a short story on spies (here we go again) and he was so impressed he actually said I had a great talent and I was writing to a degree standard. Unfortunately he left soon after and everything went back to normal    When I left school, I went to college, where again nothing was mentioned regarding my learning difficulties.

As most of my early jobs involved manual grafting, I got by without it being mentioned too often. Until I was employed by the Local authority where I stayed working for the next 20 years of my life, though moving about across the country for promotion prospects.  I often was made to feel that I didn’t have the capacity to be in the same crowd as these other professional people because I just couldn’t write or spell.  Here in my role I was required to sit and study some complex papers on Consumer Law.  I went back to the methods I used in my school studies and as per my school results these where disastrous. I couldn’t understand why? It wasn’t like I wasn’t bright and I couldn’t learn. In fact at this stage of my life I would be regularly reading four books on different subjects at the same time. Well obviously not all at the same time. I think even Mr Da Vinci would have struggled with that.  So what was going wrong? I decided to try and study how the mind works and so for the next six months I read everything I could on how the mind processes information and how brains actually retain information.

Everything I learnt made me question the education system.  When were young and before we go to school we learn from seeing things, using our senses and turning thesein to memories which fit words. Yet when we go to school we are taught to learn words and fit them in to pictures and remember them, twice as long a process. What I learnt was my brain just wouldn’t learn like that and I had to go back to thinking like I was a child. Learning had to be visual, colourful and imaginative. It seemed like my brain just wasn’t taking the information in the way I was expected to. The most helpful work I found in this field is the works by Tony Buzan on memories, learning and Mind Mapping. Not only did these systems teach me how to retain information, but I was actually enjoying it, creating pictures and diagrams with colour which were so much more stimulating then black and white text. What I was starting to realise was that I didn’t think like everyone else. I was different “special” and that my greatest gift was my imagination. When I used this to the fullest everything else fell in to place. Learning actually became enjoyable. And it was a gift. Now I’m no Learnado or even Churchill. But like them I do think differently and not “normally”.  When I was 30 I actually got diagnosed with dyslexia but all the techniques they tried to teach me I already knew and was using successfully.

Now at the age of fifty three I still can’t write a sentence without spelling the same word in two different ways and not recognising it. My written work if, I used a pen is still dreadful. But what I have instead is a way of seeing things that other people just don’t see. When I’m in meetings I often come up with radical but simple solutions. I come up with and implement large scale plans that may look daunting to others but to me I see clearly as 1…2….3…. . In fact when people say “ah you think out of the box”! I reply “what box”? There isn’t a box, why restrain your thinking by having a box in the first place.

Over the last ten years I have moved away from Consumer Law and moved in to Equality and here working with a wide group of people. I have been lucky to meet a number of people with learning difficulties. In each case after talking to them it becomes evident to me and after a little persuasion to them, that they too have a gift. Yes they are disabled in the context of normality,  but that’s the medical model of thinking. Socially they are in fact gifted all they need to do is recognise their strengths whatever it may be whether musical, writing, painting, sport, science and then use their individual abilities to strive in that direction.

Now a lot of what I’m talking about works for “normal” people without learning difficulties too. My children do not have any learning difficulties and are all bright in their own way. However when we used to go shopping to the supermarket when they where toddlers we had a little game we’d play.  We’d, make a ridiculous story out of the shopping list. It would go something like this;

 There was a giant purple cow that had a tiny udder; this cow would sit on pink eggs every morning whilst nibbling on dainty triangular cut pieces of toast. His favourite toppings where blue bananas and Green cheese. One day whilst eating his breakfast he saw ……

The list would be something like forty items and from the above story we could go round and remember exactly what we needed. The kids got it right every time. Funny thing is when my daughter was getting ready for her GCSE’s the school brought in a specialist teacher to help them learn things. This expert recited a list of fifteen things and asked who could remember it? Yep my daughter was the only one who could and she did it exactly by making up such a story. The expert was impressed; my daughter just thought it was something silly we used to do.

Anyway enough of my ramblings got to  go and save the world and rescue a damsel in distress,  My Aston Martins waiting, I know, I know, I should stop, but seriously why!!! Recognise if you have a learning difficulty in my case my imagination, embrace it, do not be put off by the labels you are given. Believe, and find your gift and share it with the world. If you don’t have learning difficulties, still try and use some of the methods I’ve talked about here. I can guarantee your life will be brighter and you’ll have fun.